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Open and vulnerable, faith impregnable, audible hum, inner sanctum, rarefied air, everywhere
hushed worship, kindred friendship, reverence, deference, soulful exploration, our alien nation.
Stealth bomber, resolute killer, waves of darkness, consuming madness, indignation, alienation
bullets raining, muscles straining, voices screaming, live streaming, diving for cover, saying goodbye to a lover.
Wrought, distraught, resolve toughening, hearts hardening, an I for an I, wondering why
remembrance, vengeance, unending, unrelenting, void of emotion, returning to devotion
prayers beseeching, thoughts far-reaching, surprising light, disarming…..
I have a number, my tax identity. The government has a tax code, unquestionable authority. Withholding taxes from every paycheck, demanding estimated payments. What do they know, how much do they think I owe?
So every year I gather my documents and mail a package to my accountant for a full accounting. Back and forth for missing information, clarification, confirmation. And then to me for approval. How am I to know?
Forms and schedules and statements interconnected, fear of miscalculation,…..
I feel the rhythmic silence, the time in between, the space between the stars.
I sense the stillness, a vestige beyond meaning, a wisp of remembrance.
I open my mind, release my thoughts, listen with my heart, release expectation.
I am unhurried, aware and unaware, composed and composing.
I smile as tension melts from my face, jaw slackening, doing nothing. Grounded.
I trust the universe, listening for the…..
What was that? I know it was there. My mind draws a blank. Nothing where there used to be something, or maybe it’s moved, just out of reach, losing my place, memory erased.
A jumble I hear myself mumble, my hands fumble, my heart stumbles, hope tumbles, cacophony, entropy, misfiring circuitry, confusion, disillusion, static, panic, a silent scream.
I need to concentrate.
Finding my breath, time slowing, clearing space, tumblers falling into place, a call to order, synapses firing, pathways…..
Every morning I get an email with an amazing, shape defying nebula. Clouds of cosmic dust surround stars, scattering and spraying luminous colors. An interstellar light show.
There are also dark nebulae, extremely cold and dense, filled with exotic chemistry. Opaque, known only by the heat of hidden stars. Holes in the sky.
Within these dark nebulae, magnetic forces play with gravity. Eventually gravity takes hold, density overwhelms, burning heat intensifies. Gas collapses in free fall, chaos reigns, grains of…..
My eyes hurt. There’s an irritation around the edges. They’re sensitive to the touch. The lids are falling. And the center has a heaviness. At times my vision blurs. I can’t see clearly. Weary.
I’ve seen too much. I can’t think straight. I’ve heard too much. I can’t listen anymore. I’ve said too little. I can’t find the words. Confusion reigns. All in vain.
And then I relent for there’s no other choice. Letting life take its course as it…..
minstrels maneuver through lines carrying songs of struggle, the lure of nature’s panorama uniting them, the land infusing the music, safe harbor found in a welcoming hostel
sorrow mixing with gladness, feeling pressure to perform, intently playing, eyes ahead, hands and bows manipulate keys and strings, voices pull at heartstrings
smiles of release lifting the corners of our lips, heads rolling, feet tapping, heartwarming tears of joy, dignity, community, playing on key, humor off key, a quickening crescendo, no trace…..
I am afraid.
What if they need help?
I will harden my heart.
What if they steal from me?
I will lock my doors.
What if they attack me?
I will bar my windows.
What if they want to live here?
My government will build a wall.
What if they are good?
I will block these thoughts.
What if they can help?
I will isolate myself. …..
Much of life is spent chasing dreams, falling off, getting back on. Sometimes we get a taste of perfection. A nimble step, a deft touch, a clear note, a loving embrace, a divine connection. Attainable, we know when we are in its midst. A perfect moment.
I notice myself and others say perfect in response to a question or comment. It can be something simple, like setting a time to meet. Or gratitude expressed for an inspired suggestion. An instinctive…..
worrying, hurrying, cluttered mind, falling behind, urgency, emergency, intensify, mystify, gasping for air, going nowhere, unaware
bones snapping, energy sapping, fissure, sprain, teary refrain, rupture, puncture, punctuate, enunciate, articulate, accentuate, cracking the whip, shoot from the hip.
Reset, less as more, more or less
stepping aside, searching inside, going outside, disconnecting, reconnecting, sustainable, attainable, leaving indifference, making a difference, something to share, a breath of fresh air
reimagining success, welcoming stress, ceding control, feeding our soul, accepting strife, embracing life,…..
