I’m on a journey back to myself. It’s early morning. I put the headphones on in bed, coming back after rising in the dark. I put a coffee house soundtrack on, connecting with the sound of their voices, not hearing the words. I’m a teenager in my basement, listening to the stereo, sidelined after a hard foul, breaking my wrist and our team’s spirit. I’m inside myself, beside myself. The taste of whiskey touching future lips.